This is it.

I realised it's no longer because of my once a mthly issue.

It's because of the same problem, negligence.

Nobody is willing to take a step back. 

I guess it just started out at the wrong time.

The next time i look for a boyfriend, 

i wana date someone who is older and more mature so that he can take my willfulness. O yar, sends me flowers without me passing him hintsx1000.

It ended.

Tough but sure.